Its funny how just a couple of people can turn your entire day around from a good day to a nightmare. Turn your whole life around. I do not feel pity for myself for they are the ones who need the pity. But what happens when they don't take it, they refuse to take it? What happens when their lives become a Maelstrom and you're the one caught in the current, diving in yourself to stop the water from flowing...? Or, rather, tripping into the water as you have always been rather clumsy, both socially and physically. I've stopped struggling, stupidly, waiting for a line to be thrown in. But that line was used in the building of a bridge.